choose me

I wish you know I always want you to choose me for you.

Floating stick

In the night full of starsI waited for you for hoursI forget to recap that you were blindAs falling for the wrong one was your crime. I now honored your mistake as I learn not to put myself at stake,I forgave and forgot what you did.I learned to move on as a floating stick. ©Arooba

Far Away

I’m going far away From this drama of life You won’t able to find me You will search for me everywhere Except inside of your heart I will remain there forever ©Arooba

Unrequited Love

From spending all time talking to you, To receiving blue ticks instantly, I realized my importance in your life depends upon your moods. Some day you smiled at me, You sprinkle your shine on my darkness, You make yourself available even for my silly little talks. On other days you gave me nothing but emptiness, […]

I’m getting over you

If thinking of someone is a way of missing them, then I guess I miss you all the time as all I think is of you Eventually, I will get used to it and hope to forget you in a passage of time, as loving someone secretly is better than breaking your heart by their […]

If I had four hours with you alone

In the first hour, I would punch you. In the second, I will make sure you get hurt, In the third one, I might hug you so tight that I no longer feel my existence, But in the last hour, I will lie my head on your shoulder and describe to you how much I […]

An untold tale of heart

When I decided to leave him, I realized it’s not easy to undo the love when that love is the only reason behind your survival. © Arooba

Priority

I realized it today

I used to hate “Change”

In the past, I used to hate change, the idea of adopting it was too strange, I used to hide its existance, But now that this monster of change is standing in front of me.., I have no option left but to change myself. P.s. The only constant thing in life is CHANGE. ©Arooba

Chapar chato

Today, when i woke up…my mother told me about the death of baba jee ( my teacher ) and after that i just couldn’t stopped myself and i cried. For the second time, I encountered with death of a close one.. I soldem knew that meaning of death when my little cousin died.. my female […]

Today’s inspiration

“Freedom itself demands discomfort.” ― Mark Manson, Everything Is F*cked: A Book About Hope

Midnight thought: words vs silence

Words are not enough to convey the emotions, feelings, and thoughts of mine, So, let my silence have its say, the darker it is, the louder it roars, Ask me nothing, I wouldn’t able to say, My words are not enough to tell my tale. © Arooba

HER PILLOW

Your friends told you right thing …”No matters what this girl will take your side “. You were quite happy about it that time you said to them she is mine and my only and today you left her with an excuse.” You are awesome, sweet, lovely and beautiful but you know what my parents […]

Secrets

Life is unpredictable. Isn’t it? You share your worries to love ones with the expectation that they won’t let you down, no matters what, you can express your shit to them but when reality knocks to your door; the scenario change automatically, the one who you trust used your secrets to give weight to their arguments. Ah, this is the worse experience you can ever expect from […]

Explore

wanted to explore the world end up exploring myself. ©Arooba

Past

O Dear Past The more you come The more I will ask You can’t define me From the moments that never last. Forget the things you know Let it go or move on The more you push the more you hurt Please leave my wounds untouched. © Arooba

Untouched

BBF

Its was an other regular day when suddenly I received a message from an unknown number “come online she wants to talk” I opened my whats app and there she is “stupid, idiot, bitch , my best friend ..instead of asking me what should i bring for you..? She ordered whats in the menu? ;D […]

Last night..

Last night I wake up in the middle I was scared , or maybe lost somehow afraid from my own flaws I cried and asked my lord Give me a sense to thank you for the things I have Or let the things go that I wish to have Give me strength so I can […]

Life

There comes a time when you have to choose between turning the page and closing the book. Josh Jameson

Songs..

Everyone owns a list of particular songs that they listen whenever reality blurred their visions. So many songs attached with so many memories and emotions that we can never lay down in our own words..but when we clicked on our favorite song all the right words dance with the music and laugh on us ..memories […]

Conversation with self

As soon as i closed my eyes memories flooded back in live i went throw them all like a new girl visiting the mall i read the unsaid words of mine uncanny,jittery but in rhyme i felt the old me in this scene it was pretty selfless human being she knew i missed her a […]