how long?

How long I have to wait to be worthy of you ? how long I have to write to be an expert on it? How long I have to wait to see “that letter of approval” from this world of strangers..? ©Arooba

Begin Again

The Pandemic, Quarantine, flu sessions, family drama and all the conflicts in my life changed me. I thank God for all the good times and seek his forgiveness for all those moments of life where I might barely survived without his blessing. I like the new me. I like the new colours in my personality. […]

Dead

She loved him so deeply that when he left, she considered him dead. © Arooba

How do you define love?

for me, love is the shine of child’s eye when he sees his parents, Love is the act of a person praying for someone they once had connect, Love is the different colors of rainbow in the sky, Love is the excitement to meet your friends and family after a long time, Love is playing […]

Dear life

let’s be friends again,I suffered a lot when trying to handle everything alone,I felt an emptiness inside of me, was scared of darkness as it was so mean,I turned my back on you, hid in the arms of despair,I run far to look ahead of me, only to found myself in the mirror of the […]

She’ll be fine

While looking in the mirror,I failed to recognize that person,Her scars were visible to me,Her pretentious face was staring at me,I thought to hold her for a second,I thought to tell her to stop worrying,I was about to open my mouth whenSomeone knocked on the door, and I found herSmiling at that person.I smiled back, […]

Floating stick

In the night full of starsI waited for you for hoursI forget to recap that you were blindAs falling for the wrong one was your crime. I now honored your mistake as I learn not to put myself at stake,I forgave and forgot what you did.I learned to move on as a floating stick. ©Arooba

Quote of the day

“You can study God through everything and everyone in the universe, because God is not confined in a mosque, synagogue or church. But if you are still in need of knowing where exactly His abode is, there is only one place to look for Him: in the heart of a true lover.” Forty Rules of […]

Have you ever?

Have you ever notice the sweet melody of the weather? Have you ever hear the music of thunder and storm? Have you ever held a tiny piece of snow just to feel its essence? Have you ever sit with a child and try to see the world through his eye? Have you ever stare at […]

Ramadan Mubarak everyone

May in this Ramadan, we purify our thoughts,May we build a strong connection with our Creator,May this Covid 19 would make its way out from our lives,May we share love and care to those who matter to us,May Allah give us strength to fight with our demons.May this year brings peace and love in everyone’s […]

Fate

Today I saw you again,You were shining like a moon among those stars,Those stars were praising your beauty, and your eyes were searching me,I was behind those grey clouds that you thought would make you disappear,Your thirst to see me made your surrounding bright, people wondered if you were praying for the rain,I smiled but […]

Give Priority to Yourself

People leave without any valid reason, or sometimes they gave vague excuses. You want them to stay for a moment. You try so hard to make them believe you are right for them that you forget your own existence. They made you believe ” You are Ordinary” when you made them your priority. This cycle […]

Just one more night

Tonight may seem long at this moment,But believe me when I say the sun will bring a platter of happiness for you.You might be letting your tears come on your cheeks, but tomorrow they will turn into a smile,You might think this is the end of the world, but you will be grateful for it […]

Your opinion of me

Your opinion of me is nothing, but the illusion of your thoughts. If you wish to know the real me, then throw the luggage of dirty thoughts from your head. © Arooba

Movie Review : To All the boys I’ve loved before

The Super-hit movie series: To All the boys I have loved before has been completed with the third one; Always and Forever As a fan of a rom-com movie, I must confess here this movie series is a jackpot for me. It has it all; teenage drama, love-affairs, crushes confession, siblings bond, and comedy. It […]

Deserve Me

I refrained my soul to be his forever, as he may deserve everything in this world, but he will never deserve me. ©Arooba

Another Tale of life

You were not rude, I was not shy, Maybe that’s how you touched the sky, You told me the ground realities of people, I told you the fairytales of my world, I made you believe you are worthy, You made me realized I am so ordinary, You left my messages on seen, I cried and […]

Far Away

I’m going far away From this drama of life You won’t able to find me You will search for me everywhere Except inside of your heart I will remain there forever ©Arooba

what is the saddest thing you have ever done?

While sharing life experience, Mind asked,” what is the saddest thing you have ever done?”Eyes replied’ ” I cried on every emotional scene of the rom-com Movies.”Lips replied, ” I sealed myself when I wanted to Yell!!”Hands confessed, ” We didn’t stop tears when we should have”Ears responded, ” I hear the voices of my […]

Constant

I often left my books unfinished, I don’t usually write my thoughts on my notebook, I cook and bake according to my mood swings, I play songs on repeat and then forget their names, I am not a person who could do things constantly, So if you think you can take me for granted then […]

She was something

It’s funny how fast a moment becomes a memory that you later chase. I never thought I would experience such emotions. I’m neither sad nor happy. But I am feeling emptiness in my heart. While listening to my favorite song, I am missing nobody. I am missing old me. That girl used to play her favorite […]

Un-love someone

There is no hard and fast rule of un-love someone, just stop pretending and let time heal your wounds, Pray to God and reminiscent their memories until you become just like them. ©Arooba

Some love stories look more beautiful when broken

She apologized and kissed his forehead,He felt her love and declared it toxic,she begged him to stay, and he stubbornly reiterates his decision,She moved on, and he tried to find her in every other girl.Some love stories look more beautiful when broken. © Arooba

Who you’re to me?

The other day, you asked who I’m to you?I remained quiet for a while and then smiled at my thoughts,How can I explain this to you? You are what rose is to garden,You are what rain is to sky and stars to the moon,Your colors brighten my sky like colorful kites on dark blue sky,Your […]

You are like the shinning moon

You are like the shinning moon that follows me I saw you everywhere, I like to talk to you, And image scenarios in my head with you, I long for your response on my silly messages, In this virtual world of fake people, I found you genuine. Your mind, thoughts and soul are as clear […]

We were just friends. Were we?

From spending all years Connected like a Bluetooth We remained our status as friends. From exchanging movies To listen each other’s favorite songs, We maintained our status as friends. From exchanging our thoughts To throwing criticism on almost everything We kept our promises as friends. From telling secrets To openly expressing dislikes We managed […]

Leave a note there

If you give permission, May I give you a tour of my world?In there, people spent their life without getting judged,Flowers bloom with a blessing on their lips,Where every feeling floats on the ocean of freedom,If you visit, you will find the aroma of emotions and words,You will see the graves of people who left […]

I’m thinking out loud

Maybe you were busy, Maybe I annoyed you, Maybe we came too close, That’s how I started to suffocate you. Maybe you felt darkness inside me, Maybe your demon liked to be hidden, That’s why you made me feel unwanted. Maybe the distance you created was unintentional, Maybe you didn’t experience it […]

My lil. Wish list

All I want right now is a cup of tea, a bouquet of white roses, the yummiest chocolate brownie and you. ©Arooba

Stay before you leave

Stay so that I could show the imperfection of mine,Stay so I could state situations that were so mean with rhyme,Stay so I could tell you things I seldom told before,Stay so I could make things between us clear for sure,Stay so I could tell you how much it cost me to make you smile,Stay […]

Love: Reflection of your priority

It’s not a whole truth nor a lie,Love fades away o my dear, you can’t deny,With time, you met new people,It transfers when you mingle,Thou, the intensity of love may defer,But again, it depends on what a person prefers,Changing priorities takes no time as, the wise say,Loving someone sheds away over time,Being called materialistic is […]

I’ll forgive you one day

You were my favorite person back then,We used to talk all the time about things no one know aboutWhether it was universe, space, stars, glaciers or spirituality, we never lacked out of topic,We had that bond people always mused about,But, now that things have changed, you are not only one to blame,You say what you […]

I’m my own woe

I tore my own heart into pieces, I saw the blood of my dreams on my hands, I bleed and damaged my soul though all those fabricated lies from which I made you my safe haven. Now that you have gone for your good, I realized you never deserved a fragile flower, you were perfect […]

Life is not bed of roses

In all their meetups, all Areeba talked about was how Sharukh and she talks and how she loathes him for being Mr. narcissistic. Her best friend knew each detail of their conversation, As she never hid anything from her. When He started ignoring her, she realized for the first time that she developed feelings for […]

Reminiscent love

In the darkness of night, I saw you whispering my name, when in the bright sunshine you clearly warned me to “Stay away” In the silence of the forest, I heard you often ask about me, when in the creeping of birds you told me you don’t care about me at all, In the crowd […]

When the moon turns into red

When the moon turns into red, The sky asks the clouds if they have any regret. The clouds look down and point out those places, Where we used to make promises of our never-ending love Where you made me realized that I was all you ever wanted To show its resentment, they call those thunder […]

Unrequited Love

From spending all time talking to you, To receiving blue ticks instantly, I realized my importance in your life depends upon your moods. Some day you smiled at me, You sprinkle your shine on my darkness, You make yourself available even for my silly little talks. On other days you gave me nothing but emptiness, […]

I’m getting over you

If thinking of someone is a way of missing them, then I guess I miss you all the time as all I think is of you Eventually, I will get used to it and hope to forget you in a passage of time, as loving someone secretly is better than breaking your heart by their […]

If I had four hours with you alone

In the first hour, I would punch you. In the second, I will make sure you get hurt, In the third one, I might hug you so tight that I no longer feel my existence, But in the last hour, I will lie my head on your shoulder and describe to you how much I […]

Friends that never meant to be lovers

I know, you saw, I know, you ignored, I felt that you might know but not assured, I wish I could hide it myself, As this time, My love was real. P.s. Korean dramas are amazing 😀 Aren’t they? :p © Arooba

He made her laugh

Putting her phone aside, she decided to remain quiet. In her head, she kept repeating “no one understands me literally no one.” Deep down, she wanted someone who could cuddle her so tight that all her broken pieces could stick together again. But, It was only possible if she could share her feelings with someone […]

When it rains

When it rains, My heart shatters and causes me pain, My mind never stops responding to your name, I feel helpless and want to hide myself but never find me in a safe hut. When it rains, I want to show you my scares, I wish to touch you for so long, I refuse to […]

Quarantine and his love

During the lockdown, He couldn’t find any source to interact with that girl who owned his heart. But when his professor announced the schedule of online classes, he was over the moon. Watching her innocent face and charming smile was all he ever wanted. He never gets enough of her; even in her silence, he […]

The Last Call

He called her for the last time… He: Tomorrow is the day, I am going to be married to someone other than the one I wanted to. She: Everything will be okay…we have discussed that before and you were sure about your choice of choosing her over me… Didn’t you? ( she was crying and […]

I still know you <3

You were just a heartbeat, yet to come aliveJust two feet, yet to stand uprightWas just three times we cried that night‘Cause it was four months until you arrivedAnd though I’ll never be able to describeHow you were born with your mother’s eyesAnd how your hands felt when they met mineAnd how Luke thinks we […]

Mundane

Attending classes, doing an assignment and presentations were a mundane for him until She became part of his daily routine. Featuring “cheese in a trap” © Arooba

Sunshine Award

Heyy Everyone 🙂 Hope you all are good 🙂 Recently I received a sunshine award from my dear fellow shahnoor ❤ Her writings are amazing and through her words one can see her beautiful soul 🙂 I’m so happy to receive this one ❤ DO follow this beauty 🙂 Shahnoor Rules: Thank the person who nominated […]

Happy Monday :)

“You have to keep breaking your heart until it opens” Rumi P.s. this song is love ❤

She realized…

The girl who used to believe in love marriages was watching her parents sleeping sound sleep in separate rooms. At that moment, she realized Reality is different from her dreamy fantasy. ©Arooba

An untold tale of heart

When I decided to leave him, I realized it’s not easy to undo the love when that love is the only reason behind your survival. © Arooba